Harder Truth

Sorry this page still looks so dull. (I mean it really did)

I haven't touched this thing in months. (I really hadn't)

Major sadness got the better of me and I just stopped everything. (IYKYK) Most days I even forgot to eat, and then I would have to squeeze my brain trying to remember if I remembered to eat when my family (husband... it's just him) would ask.

Short version: Finally feeling better after much work and support, I went back to work and about 3 weeks ago I quit.

They were trying to destroy me and I had gone back to old habits of pushing myself beyond capacity.The health insurance, that's what kept me there until I realized they were the reason I even had to use it.

It was taking more than it was giving and once I quit I finally had space in my brain to think about other things.

NGL I am so much happier. Plus, I started the non-profit organization that I've been wanting to do for years but kept putting off and I couldn't think of a reason not to.

Now I'm pursuing things that I'm passionate about and making sure I remember that being kind to myself is still a noble pursuit.

I'll try to do better with the functionality. (Technically I did)